I am first a
child of God
and doing my best
Can I share my dirty little secrets with you?
I wish I could have bigger boobs or a smaller waist.
But the truth is… I don’t need bigger boobs. Although I did try to sell the idea to my husband and he told me to stop my nonsense.
He always tells me that he loves me just the way I am and I’m perfect.
And he’s right!
I’m perfect just the way God created me and I shouldn’t sell him on the idea that I’m not. Because he might just believe me.
Btw, I’m notoriously blunt and
I rant a lot.
Writing this About Me page was not an easy feat for me because I’m writing with NO reference.
Even with this website, I told my designer that I won’t be giving her any references because I don’t want to “copy” anyone.
I wanted my website to be my HEART, my VOICE and my TRUTH.
As you can see in my photos, I consciously decided on simple clothes and shoes. You don’t need fancy diamonds (although I love them a lot) or Jimmy Choos to stand out in the market.
I have been there and done that and it’s not me.
I was trying to be someone I was not. Therefore, my tagline is no longer Living The Rich Life.
Own your ecstasy!
What does OWN YOUR ECSTASY mean?
I don’t know how you found me but chances are, you found me online and if so, you may have seen (Or may not. But now you know!) my big persona online.
Just in case you don’t know, I’ve been featured in magazines and media (Huffington Post, Cosmopolitan, Harper’s Bazaar, Her World, Simply Her, 93.8 LIVE, Channel News Asia and Channel U).
Plus, I’m the host of the thriving Facebook Group, The Spiritual Entrepreneurs, where there are more than 19,500+ members gather from around the world.
I’m a self-declared influencer on Facebook.
(You don’t need people to appoint you to be a leader. You can decide to show up and step up if you’ve a strong point of view.)
Believe it or not, I’m actually a FULL time stay-at-home mother. And I work on my business FULL TIME as well.
So… Lady luck didn’t just decide to smile at me. I worked hard for my success.
Now that you know what I’ve achieved, I would like to take you down memory lane.[Breathe. Relax. I know you’re busy so I’m going tell you the short version.]
The short version goes like this.
I was on drugs when I was 15, alcoholic when I was 21 and pregnant at 25.
Started my spiritual journey when I was 27 and attempted to be the world’s best healer at 28, thinking that since I was doing God’s work, all I needed was just a domain and website and I would conquer the world.
Geez! So I was so arrogant and naive!
Finally when I was 30 and 8 months pregnant with my 3 child, I decided to stop being angry at GOD and I had enough of tolerating $1 in my bank account.
That was when I decided to screw it and boldly declared that I was going to do whatever it takes to be successful–legally, morally, without prostitution and selling my children.
And so here I AM at this stage of my life where I am finally comfortable with my cellulites, baby belly and wrinkles… and NOT wanting to be or sound like anyone else except myself.
OWN YOUR ECSTASY really means OWN YOUR HAPPINESS!
ECSTASY was my story and I was ashamed of it for a long time.
You know what? That was one of the darkest period of my life but still I would never change anything and would not have choose to experience something else.
It’s the name of a particular drug and it also means trance or trance-like state in which a person transcends normal consciousness and experience euphoria.
I needed drugs / alcohol to get me into that altered state to experience the “high” so that I have the courage to live in my challenged reality.
Today, I no longer need any substance to get myself “high” because the “high” I need is within me all this time.
I was waiting for ME.
God was waiting for ME.
Addiction doesn’t only apply to drugs or alcohol. Addiction is a sly disguise and can come in different shapes and sizes.
Love addicts. Shopping addicts. Social media addicts. Food addicts.
Gulp! I’ve been all of the above and I genuinely know how it feels.
Just because you’ve had a bad beginning doesn’t mean it will end it that way. You have everything you need to create your own beautiful ending.
Love YOU and be YOU!
I honor your journey and celebrate YOU for being you.
Cheers to your sobriety!
All my ,
Own Your Ecstasy.
Discover the high within you